sigh

I seem to be rather edgy lately. I've no idea why though. Sigh.

Perhaps it's partially due to the upcoming papers.

Seriously, i think i wont bother studying for biology and history. Every time i read the biology textbook, it's like i know that stupid facts already. Which is bad. Meaning that i'm not taking in anything nor refreshing any stuff.

Amath is a mess. My differentiation and integration is getting mixed up while i seem still seem to be unable to successfully do all sums in those prelim papers.

Emath. Heh. Paper 1 i wont even bother talking about. They drilled us like nuts then while Paper 2 is taking a toil on me for some reason. The stupid acs(i) paper took my 'math mood' away.

Social studies. Luck based. Planning to read through the venice, good governance and perhaps even the diplomacy and deterrence chapters.

Have not even started revision for the combi science. Argh. Way behind schedule.

I still owe MsKwan the 'faces' compo. Forced some ideas out but not in mood. Still need to give her the other essay's soft copy.

The pc in my room's down. I've been using my ibook these weeks. I cant open the template for the blood donation action plan and i seriously dont have time to bother get albert down. I need to summit my reply by tomorrow. Someone help me. Sigh.

All in all. I think i'm under stress. Tons of it in fact.

I really wanna just take my papers now. Gauge how much i know and what i need to work on.

Yet the sad truth is that after prelims, there is exiguous time to catch up even if the results prove less that satisfactory. This fact simply distempers me. I rather the papers come sooner.

At least if we really flunk our prelims, we would be spurred on to do better for o's. But our school being the obtuse one it is, chooses to push it till way late. Thankfully, this year's papers are a week earlier.

Big difference ya ? Having only TWO weeks before o's start to prepare. Unless i'm planning to go without sleep and go caffeine for all meals. Which is barely one less than what i am doing already. Sigh.

I feel fat due to the high calorie intake during this period. Being fat discords my lifestyle. Deep breath. Slap that out please. So mean of me.

I shall go finalise my blog template. Maybe i should do without the links this round. Maybe.